I was on a camp on the weekend. The theme of the camp was 100% (being 100% for God, and God being 100% for us). We had a opportunity to write things down on a piece of paper and put it in a box, and at the end of the camp we burnt that box, it was symbolically saying we were giving it over to God. Which got me thinking. What does giving it over to God actually look like? and how are we meant to handle that, are we meant to remember this each day and not worry about it, because God has control of it. It's in his hands. Although it was always in his hands. How am I meant to be kept accountable to the things that I gave over to God.
I seem frazzled at the moment, due to the amount of stuff on my plate and seem to think that I have forgotten something I needed to do out of all the stuff I have to do. But out of everything I am serene. I am content and not all that worried about all the stuff and whether i have forgotten something.... which is completely weird! All I can think that it is is God and he has everything under control. I am overjoyed about that and the fact that God is good and will work everything out for the good of his people, his children.
Its also weird, I have never found the old testament or any of the Bible really easy to read, but reading it at the moment, parts of it are making sense.
Yeah..... i want some aspects of my life to make sense. I want to know what I am meant to do with the rest of my life. I want to be able to think deeper about life, and to understand further.... yeah.... I want to experience life to it fullest, and want to experience peace and love.... I want to hear God's voice.
Yeah. just a couple of thought recently.
Cheerio
Jess
